I am sorry but honestly anyone in my situation couldn't go a day without thinking it.
My life is beautiful, my life is great, and it is mostly thanks to one girl. Alexa.
Because she was there for me through everything. and I mean EVERYTHING. Anything you could think of.
I literally can't remember a time without her. At all.
The fact that even through severe depression I could go crazy talking to her, or the fact that there is not a single bit of judgement towards each other.
Or maybe it is the fact that even if we don't talk for even years we could still get on the phone and act like nothing's changed. I don't know.
But there is something about our friendship. That makes my mom sob when she talks to hers just about it. That we had to discuss on multiple occasions what to address each other as because best friends isn't enough. That each and every time someone close to us sees us together we are their main discussion. That our friendship is a miracle.
I often times get so frustrated when people call someone their best friend that they've barely known. Or when they say they are like "sisters".
They just simply can't understand.
I have been told so many times that people have never seen a friendship ANYTHING like it.
I haven't been mad at her for years.
I see her closer than a sister. But I can't describe it. I am almost like her mother in all honesty. I hate long distance relationships so much, but we made it work. I don't see any possibility that I could ever just consider her a friend I used to have.
I am praying we can maybe have a chance to meet up again sometime because last time was awful for me. We planned seeing each other again for maybe even a year and a half, but my stupid depression ruined it. You saw how hard I was crying! (,: Tell your mama I love her, and I am sorry for being mad. I understand I worried her so much! I am 10000000x better now though!
Alexa, if you decide sometime to stalk my DA and embarrass the hell out of me and come across this, I love you to death sweet girl I still don't know what the heck to call you. Nothing can compare to you! You are the most amazing girl ever babe Go check out this girl mkerrr?
Now check your vine you vagina face.